River

I wrote songs

Something new

From the sphere

The warmth

I'm returning 

But there's a strange feeling

In my neck

I'm choking

Just the feeling

I used to feel this as a child

I'm clearing the way

But as I do this comes to me

It's funny now

It doesn't bother me

I used to freeze

To shake

To squirm

But now I'm just present

Without judgement 

I don't want to be bad

I'm attracted to the warm

The circle

In my body

Where am I in my body?

Do you know?

The music is returning

It's also strange

It's a river

That's what I heard

I think I'm there