Normal is the lie

What if normal is denial?
What if everyone who is seemingly normal are great at avoiding the truth?
What if the guy who seems crazy isn't crazy?
What if he is just unable to lie?
What if the truth makes you crazy?
The ultimate truth.
Maybe the ultimate truth is unknowable.
But in order to be normal you can't even try to know.
The second you think about these things you're sense of wellness is gone.

I can't keep the lie going.
My walls of lies are tearing down.
Of the world.
Of my world.
I can't live the lie and it's driving me crazy.