It's crazy to stop lying

Bursts of anger
Out of the ocean of depression
And the sky of terror
The world is fucked through these lenses
I can hold it in to a point
But no one can seperate the sea
Unless you believe in lies
I'm unable to do it
And miserable because of it
Why can't I lie anymore?
I've tried lying to myself before
It was beautiful
It no longer works
Now all I'm left with is ramblings
From a crazy mind
One that can't lie anymore
The more you stop lying the crazier you get