Ego on cool

The not knowing kills
not withstanding the pills
I take in the form of need
my body lies only to feed
the thought is the best
better than what's real
there's never enough rest
and the pain I can't feel
help is nowhere near
there's only what's within
remove beyond the tear
and live yet again
travel towards the inside
it's where we truly hide
my source is on full
my ego on cool